'You don't know how hard it is to walk in anybody's shoes. I think that's the hardest thing, to not judge,' said Kloots. What do you wish people knew about a grief journey? That grief is forever present in Kloots's life, but she keeps going, and she documented her journey in her first book she wrote with her sister Anna, called 'Live Your Life.' Because life keeps happening and you just keep missing and wanting that person to be with you during those moments in your life.' I think that's why year two, year three, it does not, it doesn't get easier. But I think where grief is hard right now is that there's so much I wish I could share with Nick, or that I could sit on the couch and have him hold me through or just give me hug and a kiss and say 'Everything's going to be OK.' Or witness things that Elvis is doing, especially because he's so much like his dad, that there's times where it's just a random Monday night and he's sitting in there playing the drums, and I just wish that Nick was sitting next to me. 'It's funny, you grow a lot stronger because you have to, you move forward because you have to. 'This July will be the third anniversary,' said Kloots. Kloots lost her husband, Broadway actor Nick Cordero, from complications from Covid in 2020.

'I love trying to think of ways that Elvis can connect with his dad, and ways that he can interact with him, and create memories with him, I guess, and this is such a great way, because I've had beautiful dreams of Nick visiting me, so I'm sure that he has visited Elvis, and why not go to bed hoping and thinking that 'Tonight I'm going to have an amazing dream where I get to go on an adventure with my dad,'' said Kloots.

'It started to be such a sweet thing we were doing every night, and I would leave and come sit on the couch and would just hold my heart and I would just be like 'Gosh, maybe this is a children's book,' and so, luckily Harper Collins thought the same, and here we are. 'One night he didn't want to go to bed still and so I just said 'Do you want me to tell you your dreams?'' said Kloots.

Still i am sure tell me oh why elvis